Why Submit...

My mother is a firm believer of the Word of God and she instilled it within us, I never had a problem submitting as a child. The bombardment from adults attacking me verbally and physically evoked me to rebel because my space was constantly invaded and taken advantage of. In my frustrations spirits would talk to me and instruct me how to hurt people using their past and it was pleasurable watching adults cry or get very upset because I was using their past to harass them. I guess it...
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My mother is a firm believer of the Word of God and she instilled it within us, I never had a problem submitting as a child. The bombardment from adults attacking me verbally and physically evoked me to rebel because my space was constantly invaded and taken advantage of. In my frustrations spirits would talk to me and instruct me how to hurt people using their past and it was pleasurable watching adults cry or get very upset because I was using their past to harass them. I guess it did not help when I would try to tell my mother and she would just encourage me to respect my elders. With my father's violent nature within my blood, how long before the ancestral spirit be ignited? Upon getting delivered from that torment, it made me hunger and thirsty for peace. 15 years ago God granted me just that because a family, who did not know me, took me in and overwhelmed me with genuine love and concern. After a year of that, I discovered I was a human and not some animal on a chain. I began to hear scripture and would become angry because I was enjoying being functional and protected. I did not understand why anxiety was simmering; I was instructed to go back on a specific fast, which was to read two chapters a day in the New Testament. Once I completed this task, God said, "Go Face Your Oppressors, to maintain the maintenance for peace".